Car Crash Adventure~

Yesterday I was too tired,
So I couldn't update my blog.
6th of July -
Woke up 9 in the morning,
Had a bath and drove to baby's house.
He said he will morning call me,
But he woke up at 11 in the morning. =.=
Went to Jusco,
Bought Shi Hao's CD and USB drive.
Then, bought daddy's socks!!
Lastly, went to buy some groceries~~ ^^
Shi Hao's cereal, eggs and maggie mee!!!
Then, baby went to Harris just to buy a pen!! =.=
Went home, watch tv... sleep...
Bibi's mom came back and made goreng pisang n dinner.
Baby went for badminton after dinner,
I stayed at home n watch tv while waiting for him~~
After baby reached home,
He took a bath and we went to pasar malam near his house to buy Shi Hao's Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner!!
After we bought everything,
Bibi decided to drive me home and stay at my house coz it's very late and he is worried of me driving home alone.
Half way reaching my house,
Baby suddenly switch on the double signal and drove to the side of the road.
He said the car broke down and off the engine.
Then we could not turn back on the engine!! >.<
I am so scared!!!
Called dad and he said that he will be there with uncle Ah Miao.
It is so hot in the car but baby dun want me to get out of the car!! T.T
Then bibi tried to push the car further into a land beside the road.
I kept moving back and forward in the car to help the car to move!!
Haha...
While waiting for daddy,
A toll car came and I tot it was uncle Ah Miao.
But it's not,
It's just a stranger passing by to help.
I told baby that if it was only me,
I would be terrified!!
Coz I dunno if it's bad guy or not.
Then, another kancil came,
I am more scared!! >.<
Finally daddy and uncle Ah Miao came and daddy fetch us home.
Went home and eat our supper!!! ^^
But we bought too much and couldn't finish them!!
Some of them got cold!! >.<
Took a bath and I really want to SLEEP!!!
But I managed to update my facebook status!! =D
Baby still have the energy to play his WOW after this tiring day!!
Maybe it's coz he slept more than me.
Next morning, Bibi still playing his WOW after he woke up!! >.<
He told me that he had a nightmare that I nearly got eaten by other people!!
Haha, so funny~~ ^.^
Today, watched the back-up plan with bibi~~
Nice one!!
Recommended by ME and baby!!! =D
Need to slp dy~~
Nite nite!!
Bye~~

Busy busy~~

Had a very busy week after returning to M'sia~~
But I'm very happy!! =D
Tuesday - Finished my exam!!! WOHOOO!!!
Had dinner with my friends~~
Can't finish my eye fillet!!!
It's too big for me.. >,<
Then I went home and quickly pack my luggage~
Wednesday - Woke up very early in the morning~
Coz I'm going back to M'sia!!
Sis only drop me to the airport,
She's late for work!!
Check in myself~~ ^.^
Had hot chocolate at cocolat~~ =)
So nice!! =]
Went Perth,
Took transit to terminal 1.
Went diva to bought some pretty girlish stuff~~ ^.^
On the plane back to M'sia,
Ate too much and felt bloated!!
So exited and happy when reached S'pore airport!! =D
Daddy, Mommy and Shi Hao came and fetch me. ^^
Went to eat 古早人粥 for dinner!!! 'u'
Called Piggy and told him I'm home b4 going to slp!!! =D
Thursday - Start to work for mom already!! T.T
Baby called and said that he'll reach home tmr at abt 5-6p.m.~~ =)
But I can only see him at night coz he wanted to come to my house to watch football!!
Rushing through the work mom gave me coz I wanted to see him tmr!!
Friday - I am so damn happy!!!!
My Piggy is coming back!!!! ^.^
But I still have work to do!!! T.T
Baby came to office and helped me do a small part of work~~ =P
Then, we go to my house and he quickly online and watch his football!!
I went for a bath coz I didn't bath for the whole day...
So sticky!! @.@
Saturday - Woke up early,
Went to buy pao and dim sum!!! ^o^
Go to office and finish up my work after breakfast.
Went to Piggy's house to celebrate pre-bibi's daddy and chou didi's b'day.
We went Jusco for lunch first,
Then half an hour badminton with chou didi and bibi.
Went home and took a bath and went jusco again to buy b'day boys' presents.
Went TGIF but full house,
So we went to a western restaurant near Lavender.
Had a great dinner!!
Went home and watch tv,
Fell asleep when watching tv.
Sunday - Woke up in the morning,
Felt sick!!! =[
Sore throat!!!
Baby came in the afternoon coz we're going to shop for chou didi's present.
Bought a hair band, earrings, and rubber band!! =]
Baby's mommy bought me dark choc ferrero!!! =D
Went home and ate dinner,
Baby's mommy cooked curry!! Yummy!!!
Baby sent me home and he went Mc'D to watch football with his brothers.

Sick Piggy...

My Little Piggy is sick!!!
I'm very worried...
T.T
I miss you so much!!
My Little Piggy.
Really wish that I'm beside you,
Looking after you....
Love Jay's new album~~
Infected by my Piggy,
Now I also listening to Jay's song everyday~~~
In the library...
When studying...
Doing assignment...
Anywhere,
Anytime~~
=D

LOL!!! ^.^

Today my lil piggy sang songs to me~~~
Felt so blessed ans happy~~
He always make me smile!! ^.^
Lil piggy said he posted blogs!!
But why didn't I see them??
Coz he juz edited on my blogs!!!
XD
Those are not post lo,
Those are edit!!!
=P
Doing my business law!!!
Dun wan to fail it!!!
>.<
I've already failed in the major assignment which consist of 30% of the total marks!!!
But I am confident that if I work hard enough,
I still can pass my business law!!!
Jia you!!! Lil tea bag!!!
=)
Lil piggy will give me strength!!!
=D
p/s: those black words in the posts are blog posted by lil piggy~~~

FAIL!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!
I fail my business law major assignment!!!
T.T DIE!!!!
Penny said I did the second question wrongly!!!
But question one and three are fine...
>.<
So nervous!!!
Hope I can pass my business law!!!
T.T
I dun wan to retake it!!!
Pls pls pls!!!
Let me pass!!!
Got my bronze pin!!!
So happy~~

Argh!!!

Doing my assignment!!!
No motivation at all!!!
This weather make me lazy!!!
>.<
Doing halfway then only realize
"do I need to write SWOT analysis?"
It's not quite related to the question!!!
Ahhhhh,
Never mind la.
Teacher mentioned it when discussing the case.
So I write it in lo!!

=(

Not feeling well
Not feeling well
NOT FEELING WELL!!!!
I think I had fever.
Coz I am feeling really hot right now in a 15 degree night!!
But at least my feet are freezing cold. >.<
Little piggy, I miss you.
When you didn't reply my messages,
I felt sad...
=[

Lil Piggy: I didn't do that. I replied. At least i've called you.
I'm sorry though. I miss you too. Please come back asap!!
=)

Our 2nd Anniversary!!!!!! =D

Today, the 28th of May 2010 is a special day for me and my little piggy~
It's two years from the day we became couple...
I know that when we started to be together,
I always kind of ignoring him,
Not used to him keep following me...
But all my friends are saying that it's weird that we don't go for a date as we are couple!!!
So Huei Wen planned for our first date~
She intended to invite me and bibi out for movie,
But when I arrived,
She said she couldn't come and so me n baby had our first date~
We had Vivo~
I didn't finish my spaghetti!!
We watched Kong Fu Panda~~
Bought our first couple shirt!!
But mine was missing coz when I left to Adl,
Mom cleared all my things into boxes and some thrown away.
Since then,
My cute porcupine shirt is no where to be found!! =(
I search in all those boxes,
Shi Hao's closet,
Mom and Dad's closet,
Anywhere that I could think of.
I just can't find it!!
I know when baby said it's okay,
Deep inside,
He is disappointed with me...
I am too...
This year we celebrate apart from each other too!
Same as last year...
I think if we can go through this stage together,
Our relationship will be stronger. =)
Baby, I love you~~ ♥
Happy 2nd Anniversary~~~ =D

Lil Piggy: I love you. Just as simply as that. ♥

I Miss Malaysia!!!

I miss Malaysia!!!
I dun like the weather here!!!
So cold! =(
Miss my lil piggy~~
Miss Malaysia food!!! XD
Miss daddy mommy and shi hao!!
Miss my friends~~
Argh, I want to finish this fast and go back!!
Hope that I could get the offer from the Resort World Sentosa!!
Thinking of driving to S'pore everyday or living in S'pore already!!! XD
Dunno can bring my Rav 4 there or not...
It's quite old already~~
Miss My lil Myvi!!!
Sold to my cousin dy! >.<
Owh!!!
Shi Hao had his licence!!!
Wanna see how he drives!! =P
Now, I have one more driver!! XD
Buy will end up me fetching him lo.. @.@
OMG!!!
Business Law is killing me!!!
My friends said 30% of all will fail each year!!
Sooooo scary!!! >.<
Business Law, pls let me pass~~~
Pls pls pls pls pls..... >.<
Gotta do my assignment dy!!!
Sleepy!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOO!!!!!
LIM LI WEN!!!!
Stay awake!!!
=(

SHOPPPING

Today suppose to go strawberry farm with friends but canceled due to rain!! >.<
Went to the city instead,
I went to the bank and update my student card.
I thought they charged me 5 bucks transaction fees each month because I did not update my student card.
They said it is because I have take money out from the savings account directly and this will cost some fees.
And it was my phone bill that debited from my savings account each month.
So, I went to the service center and asked the staff to change my debit account for me.
I asked them whether my phone got wifi or not, they said no and they say if I want to online via my mobile phone they have a plan for me and they have promotion during this month it is originally 8 bucks per month with access of skype, facebook, twitter, MSN,.......... and other junks that I will never use!!!
But they got promotion of half price!!
Which means if I want that 500mb online access which is 8 bucks per month,
I will only need to pay 4 bucks per month!!!
So I decided to take that plan so that i can skype with bibi even when I'm not at home!!! =]
After they settled my things, I went shopping in the city for a while and I bought two nail polish from the face shop~~
And I also bought some other stuff...
I want to go to some shop in my suburb coz there are some unique shops that I wanted to go but have no time.
Since today I so free, I decided to go for a walk in my suburb!!!
Went to coles, bought milo, cookies and dog treats for Boy Boy and Vivi for being so pity staying in the pent in this cold weather!!!
Went to Cafe Komodo, it's a very special cafe~~



I always wanted to go there when we passed by!!!


Had a cup of Mocha there~~~
But I'm not sure wad he drew on it!! >.<

Then I went to Muratti and bought a double choc raspberry cake and a blueberry cheese cake~~
Sis said the cake sold in Muratti was very good but it's too expensive!!!
But I wanted to try it!!!




And then I went home and try to Skype with bibi,
But his wireless broadband just got cut off.
So we didn't got to skype each other!!! =(
I want him to see me!!!
I wear contact lens lei!!! >____<
I also found out that I can only chat and voice call through my mobile skype!!! @.@
So lousy one!!
Now, I'm waiting for jie jie to come back and eat the cake together~~~ ^.^

=[

Today is my worst day ever.
Period pain made me want to die!!! =[
Then I tell bibi that my stomach very pain coz period pain.
Then he call me to go toilet.. ><
Before this when I had my period pain,
He always care about me...
"Izit pain??"
"Drink some warm water."
"Sayang sayang~~"
But now, He totally changed...=(
Laughing at me,
I already felt so depressed coz of that stupid period pain!!
He still laugh at me!! ><
Then he said he's just too stressed
Making fun of ppl is juz to cheer ppl up when he's stressed.
But I really doesn't feel cheered up when called a nun
or wanting me to go toilet coz I had period pain...
I felt so scared...
I think a lot
Think that he doesn't feel that I'm pretty anymore when he called me a nun.
Think that maybe she found a prettier girl that he liked...
Maybe he cared about 'her'
Not me...
Maybe he thinks I'm a ridiculous person
and doesn't wan to be with me anymore.
It scares me,
He always will sweet talk to me when I had my period pain
Just to make me feel better.
It really hurts me a lot to see how he has changed.
I'm really scared... =(
My sister's ex boyfriend told me that any guy will find other girls when long distance relationship.
Coz they can's see their gf often.
Only on webcam,
they only meet their gf like once every half or a year.
They will definitely find other girl coz they're too lonely.
No matter how much they love their gf.
I kept thinking wad he has told me...
I am really scared... =(

I also wan a couple blog with my bibi~~~~

Today went BBQ at sis's migration agent's house with jie jie and Andrea!!
Their daughter was so hyper and dominant!!
Dun wan let ppl go home,
So tired after we went home... ><
It was fun playing with her but she is just too hyper!!
Haha, but she is sooo cute~~~
If my daughter also so hyper then I die lo everyday she want me to play with her!! =P
Maybe give birth to another one to accompany her or buy a doggie~~
I love dogs!!!
But dunno bibi want to have dogs or not when we get married..
Haha, looking at the list of things to eat, things to do and place to go with bibi when I go back to M'sia~~
There are so many of them!!!
I think bibi would say 'Baby, I dun have money.' after we accomplish 'some' of the things. ^^
I also wan couple blog with bibi laaaa!!! ><
Maybe I can turn this one into our couple blog~ =)
But, I'll be the one blogging ba.
I think he doesn't know how to blog also!! =P
Facebook-ing already made him so confused!! @.@
Jie jie went to buy bubble tea with Andrea!! =]
Yay, later got bubble tea loo!!!
I always have choc one~~
It doesn't change!! ^^

Am I annoying??? =[

He doesn't wants to talk to me anymore...
Maybe I annoyed him...
I even think that he can take my stubbornness before this.
Maybe I'm wrong...
He did think I'm annoying.
That's Y he walks away.
That's Y he talks to his friends instead of talking to me.
I felt so sad.
I felt like falling down from heaven to hell.
I felt like crying.
Tears rolling in my eyes...
=(

Is winter coming already???

Why is it so cold today!!!!!
Feels like it is winter already... ><
SO COLD!!!
So lazy to do my assignments!!!
Still got a lot to do!!!
Argh!! =[
I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!!!
Boy Boy and Vivi sleeping on the bed.
Sometimes how I wish I was a doggie.
No assignments, no stress...
Sis doesn't want to sleep in our room!!
She is now officially Andrea's 'roommate'
Coz she said the dogs sleep on her bed and made her itchy!!
I love sleeping with them~~
They keep me warm!! =P
Feel like sleeping already...
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!!
=(

Our Anniversary

Today is our one year and ten months anniversary!!!

Two more month until our two year anniversary~~ =]

As usual, we can't celebrate together... =[

But we still can celebrate it when I go back to M'sia~~ ^.^

Noticed that we didn't celebrate our yearly anniversary and my birthday together coz I'm studying overseas. >___<

But we did celebrate his birthday together last Nov with his family!! =D

With that our relation will go on forever and I think that he is my Mr. right!! ^^

Wish to marry him~~

I Love You, My Lil Piggy!!! <3

Our Love Diary~~

Baby, good morning~~ =)

Today is very cold coz ytd kept raining.

I'm so freezing cold even I've put on the socks you gave me... =(

Today is adelaide cup - horse racing so we dun have school coz it is a 'public holiday'!!

Jie jie's bff came back already!!

He is now jie jie's best friend forever, haha =D

And the first thing he hoes when he came back is to make our whole house smell like smoke!!

Now even my room smells like smoke

So smelly!!! =(

Okay, got to do my assignment!!!

haha... ok lah, bibi bye bye~~ ^o^

ADELAIDE!!!

Got back to Adelaide ytd morning!!!

Miss my bibi already...... =(

As usual, I watched movies on the plane.

But this time there's some technical problem on the system so i only get to watch my movie a little later.

My sis fetch me home from the airport. =)

She looked just the same!!! =D

When I get back home, my first reaction was 'wow, damn messy!!!!'

Haha, we are going to move places!!!

Saw Boy Boy and Vivi!!!! =)

They are still as cute as before!!!

Boy Boy looked fatter coz of his furry fur!!!

Sis wanted to bring him for grooming the first thing she got the car!!!

Had a long 'nap' after I came back!!!

OMG haven't finish my assignment!!! =(

Lots of things need to do!!!

Sad sad day for yesterday......

<16th>

Today Viany and Leong last day at Spread!!!

Die la, tmr only me trainee!!! >__<

"When it's not alright,

When it's not okay,

Will you try to make me feel better?"

Chou piggy wan play mahjong with frens dun wan answer my calls!!!

Even msg also dun wan reply!!!

Make me bad mood only!!! HMP!!!

Sometimes I juz wanna be friends......

<17th>

Phew, luckily there's new trainee from Sage!!!

I thought i'm the last trainee in Spread. @,@

Today damn busy for lunch!!!

Morning busy biasa dy la!!!

Now lunch also busy!!!

Wth!!! >____<

Every time go back home here pain there ache!!! =(

Yay, tmr off day!!!

Argh, need to do my assignments and report!!!!

Finishing my training still dun wan do my assignment!!!!

Dun wan pass dy ar!!! +.+

I'm so lazy to do it!!!

Tmr Starbucks again??

I'm only a trainee, not free labor!!!

Wahhhh, I'm so sad lo today!!!

They put me to banquet and I'm going to work like 4 to 12 midnight!!!

I'm walking home leh!!!!

It's very dangerous lo.

My fren worse, She stayed so far away and it's damn dangerous in KL lo!!!

Some more it's for like four days!!!

The HR people does not prioritize our safety lo!!!

Call them to at least provide transportation for us also cannot!!!

They say 'U muz arrange ur own transportation urself.'

What la!!!

Then they say on the agreement got say u mus work as the schedule provided to u...

We only train in housekeeping, front office and The Spread only lo!!!

It didn't say that we got training at banquet lo!!!

Hmp, treat us as free labor when u're short of ppl only!!!

Raaaaaa, so sad!!! =(

Long time no see~~~

Muahahaha, so long didn't write blog edi!!!

Okay, here's what happened recently~~~

I went back to M'sia!!!!! Yay!!!!

Coz my lecturer can't find me a job in Aus,

so i decided to come back to M'sia to find job here!!!

Currently training in The Gardens Hotel & Residences ~~~

It's a 5 star hotel, and i worked quite happy here though it's a bit tiring.

But, I just transferred to the front office department from the housekeeping department.

It's a lot relaxed but i have to wear heels!!!!!!!

Damn, it hurts my feet!!! =(

I've learnt a lot from each department i visited;

In either serving guest and hotel's operation aspect.

I have soooo many things to say!!!!!

But I'm lazy to post, that is the reason why I didn't blog for a long time. =P

I wanted to blog now coz I saw my bro's blog.

It's damn funny lo!!! ^o^

I think when someone is not feeling happy or emo I can show his blog to them and I guarantee that they'll smile!!!

If you want to try it, here's the site

Every time I see his blog, I'll laugh!!!

I Miss You...

Waiting for bibi to reach home from KL

Juz called me, he reached home safely. =]

Now waiting for him to bath and then we'll webcam~~~

Bi~~~

I miss you...

I miss your smile...

I miss your touch...

I miss your hug...

I miss your kisses...

I miss your voice...

I miss those days that we're together...

I dun wan to separate with you edi...

I felt so hopeless without you...

I felt cold here without you...

I felt lonely without you even there are many people here...

I can't stand it anymore...

I need you...

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you ... =[

Broken Heart

Made bi sad today.

He thinks that I wanted to play games and dun wan to play with him.

He said that the game is more important that him.

I realised that I also had said to him that the game meant more than me to him.

But,

He doesn't know that he is everything to me.

Without him, I'm lost...

I couldn't do anything...

He doesn't know that I missed him everyday....

That I cried in bed every night just because i missed him...

He knocked his head on the table.

My heart was broken into Pieces.

I wish that the one hurting was me.

I just doesn't want him to be pissed of when he is playing.

I dun mean to say that 'I want to play myself'

Without him playing with me, it's no fun...

I AFKed for the whole day just waiting for him to come back...

And play with me.

I felt like hurting myself for saying those stupid words to him.

But, I know that his heart will be broken when I do so.

I missed him...

I really hope that it is just a night mare and I am waking up.

I really hope that tmr, everything will be back to normal.

It's hotter today, but I felt that it's colder than ever have...

Went to watch Harry Potter!!!!

Went to watch Harry Potter Movie ytd.

Wanted to watch in M'sia but it haven't started yet.

My first time watching a movie in Adelaide.

And it's a late night show!!! (9-12)

Went with my sis and her bf.

It's quite far, we walked there.

They have ice creams that you can buy!!!

I wonder how they eat ice creams in the dark!!!

I bought one also. but there's still light so I can eat.

There's no people to check ur tickets.

You just go in!!!

But isn't there people who went inside but didn't bought a ticket???

Hmmm...

Their popcorn with coke cost 11 bucks!!!!

WHAT!!!

So we just bought ice creams!!!

On the way back, I realised there are shops that M'sia doesn't have.

(Names are quite special too)

(This is where i bought my chef shoes!!! Damn ex!!! nearly 200 bucks!!! And the round thingy is the logo of converse all star. p/s: I still dunno how to use my phone's camera to adjust modes.)

(Jay Jays!!! Clothes... there are many clothes store in Runddle Mall)

(Emporio. Sells shoes, there are also many shoe store but when i wanted to find my chef shoes all dun have!!!)

(Valleygirl, clothes again!!! @.@)

(Also find many wall paintings here!!!)

(Lastly, the 'lovely' couple... Jie jie and her bf. Argue alot, but very funny =P

p/s: blurry looks quite nice also!!!)

New~~~

Went back to M'sia recently,

Didn't have time to write a blog.

It has changed quite a lot...

People used to drink roibo,

But now it has changed to cool blog!

Many things happens too...

But I don't have the time to go meet all my frens.

Sorry!!! ><

I'm just too busy with the work my mom wants me to do!!!

Haiz, I dunno weather I went back for a break or more work!!!

I didn't have time to meet with my mei mei!!!!

Wanted to give her the heart choc I bought. =[

She cried again...

I always dunno wat to do when she cried...

But I still have some time to go for a few vacations!!!

Went Cameron Highlands with bi and his family!!!

His aunt knows my mom!!!

She said that she told my mom all of my things,

And my mom says 'How did you know my daughter's things?'

Went Kukup with bi and his friends,

They're also my friends...

My first time fishing!!!!

Dosen't fish anything... >,<

Went to KL to visit my grandma!!!

She much more okay now!!! ^.^

She can walk and eat herself.

But she's only allow to eat porridge.

And all the veges and meet have to be cut into smaller pieces.

I'm glad she's now okay. =]

At first I really don't believe the she had stroke.

She was a very healthy person.

She likes to read all those magazines about herbs.

She had many herbs planted around her house!!!

Mom always will get some back to plant,

But will die after a few months.

Mom don't have the time to water them!!!

Lastly, went back to Adelaide...

Bi said he'll go to the airport with me...

But his passport left in the bank's deposit box.

So, I went to Adelaide twice...

He didn't come fetch me to the airport twice...

Maybe next time!!! =)

Stupid Boy Boy bite me!!!!

Playing ball with the dogs.

I wanted to take the ball from boy boy n he bite my hand!!!

=[

Though can't see clearly, but it's really pain!!!!

T.T

Chou boy boy, dun fren u edi!!!

Hmp, no breakfast for u tmr!!! >___<

See lah, got marks edi!!!

Later bibi dun wan me how???

I'll kill you!!! =(

Sad T.T

Failed my Voyages interview!!!

Argh, I failed twice!!!

Juz stay in Adelaide edi!!!

Dun wanna find anymore. ><

Too tired!!!

Or else juz continue with my stage 3. =[

Busy.........

Assignments...........

Exams..........

STRESS!!!!!!

I kept screaming and torturing my sis's dog =p

haha, de-stress... >___<

Yay, going back soon!!! =)

But haven't finish all my assignments!!!! @.@

Quotes...

Found many quotes that are really meaningful to me...

Every minute without you feels like an eternity...

I don't make you feel special,
I just remind you that you are special...

A smile is nearly always inspired by another smile...

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...

Love me now,
Love me never,
But if you love me,
Love me forever...

Say I love you and mean it,
Don't just say it cause you can...

Sometimes it's hard to love someone,
Because you are so afraid of losing them...

All I need is a loving hand to hold,
And a caring heart to understand...

Do you love me because I'm beautiful,
Or an I beautiful Because I am loved?

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage...

^o^

I Wonder 'Does he looked at every post I uploaded??? Or he doesn't care abt it untill i told him to.'

Sad sad day...

He said ' You dun even miss me, u juz miss ur dog Ronnie'
(I Missed You... Really)
I said 'Of course i miss you!!! But we got webcam, I can see you. I didn't webcam with Ronnie, I can't see her. I dun really remembered how she looked like.'
He said 'U dun miss me. So u come back juz to see Ronnie.'
I said 'Since u said I dun miss u then what's the point i go back???'
(Chat box...)
[5:27:31 PM] Lee Chen Wei: bibi don wan come back then nvm lor (I Felt sad)
[5:27:44 PM] Lee Chen Wei: i will get someone to accompany me then (Is there really someone that can replace me???)
[5:27:56 PM] Lee Chen Wei: bibi can stay at there (But I really wanted to go back to see u...)
[5:28:02 PM] Lee Chen Wei: let me be alone (Heart Broken...)
[5:28:14 PM] Lee Chen Wei: i really don mind de (really doesn't matter at all???)
[5:28:21 PM] Lee Chen Wei: if bibi wish to stay there (I dun wish to stay in a place where u doesn't exist... I want to stay with u...)
[5:28:27 PM] Lee Chen Wei: then bibi stay there lor
[5:28:34 PM] Lee Chen Wei: so many handsome guy there (Do u really think they can replace u in my heart???)
[5:28:47 PM] Lee Chen Wei: here don have also (Do you think i care abt that???)
[5:28:56 PM] Lee Chen Wei: only got one stupid durian head (U doesn't have faith in me)
[5:30:53 PM] Lee Chen Wei: bibi
[5:30:58 PM] Lee Chen Wei: i go study liao
[5:31:21 PM] Lee Chen Wei: bibi jiayou to prepare ur presentation bah (Do I still have mood to do that???)
[5:31:39 PM] Lee Chen Wei: stupid durian head go study le (U Doesn't know)
[5:31:52 PM] Lee Chen Wei: bye bye (......)
[5:31:57 PM] *** Call ended ***
I felt really sad, my heart is crying...
Y he doesn't know what I'm thinking...
Y he thinks that I'm a realistic girl???
Y???

Lazy lazy lazy...

Argh, lazy to do my assignments!!!
But I have so many assignments to hand in next week!!!
Let's see, I have Food & Beverage Management presentation and Marketing for Hospitality Enterprises presentation on Thursday...
AND Housekeeping assessment and Marketing for Hospitality Enterprises assessment on Friday!!! @.@
But I haven;t started on any one of those!!!!!
DIE!!!
Haha, going to have our term break soon!!! ^o^
Just finished my dinner.
I ate too much, now felt like my stomach is going to burst!!!
Maybe I'll feel better after I go to the toilet!!!

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly i'm learning, to love again
All I know is, I’ll be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s going to hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

How could I turn on the tv
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings

But that’s the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, I'll be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me
Its time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn’t live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals to
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Alone at home = BORED!!!

Jie jie went sch to study edi!!!
Haiz me again at home alone...
But I had boy boy and vivi!!! =)
Even they dun wan to play with me!!! T.T
Bored Bored Bored...
Bibi lei???
Let his bro play maple again... >,<
Haiz...
Listening to music...
Screaming at the dogs...
Torturing them!!! =P
Haha
Luckily mei mei on9 n we chat together!!! ^.^
Actually had many homework to do.
No mood!!!
Really not in mood to do any of them!!! @.@
Still felt a little sad that i had actually wear a Hawaiian skirt and serving on ytd's service point!!!
Argh, I looked sooooo stupid!!!
My 'boy' friend wanted to make fun of me by taking my pic...
I was really mad and pushed him away.
Still felt a little guilty...
Haha
Anyway, better do my homework!!!

TIRED!!!

Morning went for housekeeping.
At first, I though I was late. (coz there were no one there when I arrived)
Then only my frens arrived!!!
T.T I wanted to go to Mc'd to buy an apple pie for breakfast one!!!
Hmp, today we made two complete rooms... @.@
The first room we were not so famoliar,
but the second one we are doing faster coz we knew what to do already.
When cleaning the second room,
My stomach was growling!!! >,<
Coz I didn't had my breakfast!!! +.+
After that, I went home.
Felt so tired...
Webcam with bibi!!! ^o^
Today is our First Anniversary!!! =)
But I really wanted a nap coz I'm really really tired... =.=zzz
But bibi kept asking me to wake up!!! T.T
(coz I haven't finish my assignment and I need to pass it up tmr!!!)
Argh, TIRED!!!!
But still need to do assignments... =[

Eewwww

Yesterdey bibi slp very early.
I have nothing to do...
So, I wanted to start on my food & beverage assignment so that I can "hopefully" finished it on thursday. (The DUE date)
But I feel asleep also!!!
And I haven't set the alarm!!! @.@
Luckly, boy boy dunno y keep crying early in the morning and it wakes me up.
And I looked at the watch, it's only 7.++ a.m. =.= zzz
so I decided to go back to slp.
Later my sis woke up at 9a.m. and she's using the toilet.
I said to myself 'ok, after sis usedthe toilet then I muz wake up edi!!!
Going to be late edi!!!'
But I still napped a little while before I wake up.
I tot I am going to be late but I saw some of my frens at the bus stop.
Haha, at least someone can accompany me. O.o
Today I tried blue cheese in our asthetic of food and wine class!!!
I tried two kinds of blue cheese, the Gippsland Blue and the Roquefort Blue.
The Gippsland Blue is okay coz it's a mild one.
But!!! The Roquefort Blue is soooo eeewwwww!!!
I can taste the mould in it!!! T.T
Coz it's stronger than the Gippsland Blue.
Argh, luckily I survived from it.
But nearly died, haha... +.+
We also had the strongest blue cheese in the world!!! >,<
It's called G somthing something (I forgot the name) =P
The cheese was added into the chocolate and it is only a small amount so it was ok too!!! but I liked the chocolate!!! ^o^

Stupid MAPLE

STUPID MAPLE!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
Coz of maple, bibi and i had i quarrel...
>.<
So sad, i didn't mean to be so controlling.
Coz he said that mommy want me to look after him.
(not to let him play too much game)
And,
STUPID GM!!!!!!
Y CREATE A 2ND PASSWORD FOR ME!!!!!!

Loneliness

You gave me love, you cared about me.
I’ve felt the warmness of being cared and loved.
You can’t just make me go back to that dark and lonely room…
I’m used to the warmness of being cared by you.
I’m used to the warmness of being loved by you.
Please don’t leave me alone…
I don’t want to go back to that room full of loneliness…
It felt so cold in there, it’s so dark in there.
Please let me stay beside you…
Now and forever…

Sad Sad days...

Ytd went grocery shopping with sis.
We went out in a hurry coz it's quite late edi.
After we get out of the lift in our apartment,
my sis called me and I said 'what?'
Then she pointed on my foot,
then only I realised I that i wore my Tofu slippers (house slipper) out.
Haha, I wanted to wear it out coz it's so warm n comfy but my sis says 'dun be silly, faster go up and change!!!'
After that, nothing much happen.
Later at night, when me n bibi video calling his bro called n they keep chatting about maple for half an hour.
Dunno y I felt so bad when he's talking with his bro.
Maybe is coz that I wanted him to focus only on me but not other ppl.
I'm so envy with him, he has so many friends and family surrounded him.
He will not fell lonely. Even without me...
That made me felt sad, really sad...
Is my jealousy making me so stubborn???
My parent did called me though, but they wanted to talk to sis.
Every time they called, they'll ask is sis there???
Maybe they're used to it that when they called to Australia is to call for sis.
Sis always stick with her bf in their room when they r both in house.
They didn't talk much with me when only one of them in house, they juz do their stuff.
Maybe I'm those kind of ppl that r more suitable to be alone, by myself...
Maybe I should give him more freedom to do whatever he wants to do.
I doesn't want him to be like me, lonely... sad...
It's good to be surrounded with friends n family...

Housekeeping!!

Today I did my housekeeping!!!

We're suppose to work in a pair but my parner had an interview this morning.

So, i did the first room myself!!!

So tired!!! >.<

Luckily he first room is only to make the bed.

After i reached my second room,

it was soooo dirty!!!

And my partner arrived.

After we finished the room,

The lecturer checked our room and said that we only left out some little parts of the room but overall it is good!!!

Yay, I'm so good at this. hahaha... ^.^

But after that I felt so tired.

I bought some choc for myself as a present!!!

CHOCOLATE!!!

Oooo, there is a little car inside.

I love chocolate!!!

Later still had Marketing at 3.

Need to go to sch!!! T.T

Argh, I juz go to sch for the 2 hours lecture!!!!

Waste my bus ticket!!!

Another Chance???

Today I had class at 1!!!
Yay, can slp till late late!!!
But still can't manage to get up...
Decided to go for the Voyages Hotel for placement!!!
I will be having another interview on the 1st of june.
Hopefully that i'll pass. ^.^
My fren already booked his ticket!!!
Haiz, still have to wait and see. >.<
I wan to go back!!!
I miss my bibi damn much. T.T
Today had some delicious dishes when having our aesthetics of food and wine!!!
Yummy~~~
After that, we had food and beverage management class.
Dunno y I can answer the questions that our lecturer asked.
It felt so amazing, the answers came out of my mind immediately!!!
Today- Still cold, And raining...

Late for class!!! >.<

Today I felt so tired to wake up for lecture.
Managed to wake up at ten to eight, but went back for a little nap after i woke up. =P
Didnt had breakfast coz dunno wat to eat.
Getting tired of having coffee and biscuit all day.
So, I juz had a cup of water in the morning.
Walking to the bus stop, it is as cold as before.
Maybe it's a little colder today in the early morning.
Reached bus stop and saw some of my classmate waiting for the bus too!!!
I will be in time if the bus comes in a while.
But i waited for the bus for about 40 munites!!!!
What!!! Is this suppose to be a 'Go Zone' where the bus came in every 15 munites!!!!!!
I know that here we had a damn suck bus system.
So does this mean that i had to reach the bus stop at 8 to get in time for class on 9???
I hate this damn bus system!!!!
And we only had the bus 230 and 232 from the city to sch!!! (and from sch to city)
And yet they come in for every 45 munites!!!
Last month, our educational manager had gave us-students a survay for the bus system.
I though that it will improve after we handed in our survay form.
But it's still the same!!!!!!
And we got scold by the lecturer for coming late!!! >.<
I hate you, bus driver!!! (those who came late)
Wow, I was shocked when i entered the lecturer theater.
It's like only one tenth of the student came for the session.
No wonder he scolded us.
Argh, I am not successful in my interview for Hamilton Island!!!
Only 6 out of 21 of us got into the first interview.
And those 6 will have another interview!!!
Scary... +_+
Nah, anyway I am going to try for the Voyages Hotel group.
They had 6 Island for me, and each island had so many hotels...
I will get into one of those, hopefully!!! @,@
Otherwise I dunno where to go edi lah!!!
Oh well, tired... -_- sleepy... =,=zzz...
Wan slp edi!!! O.o
Nite nite!!! ^.^

Yay!!!

Yay, it's weekend!!! rest rest!!!
I dun think i have time to rest... >.<
Piles of assignments and readings to do!!!
Argh, i hate studying.
Havent been eating a proper dinner for a week???
Coz sis is also busy in sch so we juz eat instant noodle or Mc'd for dinner.
Bad bad for ur body!!! haha...
No choice, this is what u eat for dinner when u dun have time to cook.
(Part of it is lazyness =P)
I manage to cook poridge for dinner yesterday though.
Yummy!!!
I love to eat poridge but many ppl thinks that it is for sick ppl to eat.
Today had chicken wrap for dinner coz i had my housekeeping at the holiday inn hotel and i was thinking wat to eat for dinner. The first thing i saw is the Mc'd so i juz bought a chicken wrap for dinner.
And also subway incase when i am still hungry later in the night!!! ^o^

Busy

Wahhh, going to be busy again!!!
Assignments are coming up soon.
Yay, I finally finished my excel thingy!!!
I'm now expert in exiles but i dun think I'll be using it.
So, what am i studying this for???
I have no idea @.@
Today sis didnt tell me that she'll be coming home late.
I had my dinner very late coz i though she wa cooking dinner but she wasn't.
Cant finish the noodle that I've cooked.
Haiz, y cant i finish my food!!! +.+

Burst out into tears...

This morning when I woke up, bibi still slping.
I tried to wake him up but it seems that it didnt work at all.
He wakes up when someone had called him.
And when I called him, he juz didnt reply me.
He keeps typing msg and i continued to call him... No replies, nothing at all.
Later on, he went out to brush teeth (I think).
When he comes back, he also didnt notice me at all.
He juz treat me as transparent.
He didnt See what I'm doing,
He didnt hear what i said.
I'm juz worse than a stranger, total stranger.
I cant control it and i cried out.
i try not to make a sound,
I dun want him to know that i'm crying.
But he juz continues his things that he's doing in front of the com.
I cant stop it,
I'm saying to myself "You stupid idiot! What r u crying for?"
I juz continued crying,
both my dogs cried with me.
They looked like they r trying to call me to stop crying.
This goes on a little while,
I'm pursuing myself to stop.
I think i had stoped it,
but boy boy n vivi dosent think so,
they continued crying,
they can feel my sadness.
When i pad them and they knew i'll be alright.
Not many things make me cry before...
I havent cried for a long long time.
But when i watch touching movies, I'll cry.
My bro is the first one who makes me cry once,
He's the second...
And he made me cry three times in less than 1 yr.

New Day!!!

Trying to write something before today ends and tmr starts.
Today is still cold. And rainy too!!!
I though it will not rain already because it has stoped raining for two days.
Today had our first house keeping tutorial and last one because after that we're going to have all practical classes.
Our lecturer told us that she actually forgotten that she had class with us until 20 minutes b4 class.
Wahhhh, I haven't pass up my TIS yet to Bob!!!
The stupid excel thingy only make me confuse.
And I still cant get it y we should learn this???

To you...

I felt so hopeless
Y cant u juz spend more time to care abt me rather than playing those stupid com game.
Do u know I felt so sick,
do u know I felt cold,
do u know I felt so lonely,
do u know I need you,
I need someone to care abt me,
I need someone to hold my hands to keep them warm,
I'm not that independent as u think I am.

Meaningful...

muahahaha, today i'm not wearing my heels.
I wear back my black flat shoes instead of sport shoes coz it dosent suit with my uniform.
But my feet still hurts a little coz of the heels i wore ytd n the day b4.

One of the microwave in the sch cafeteria has broken and there was a long que of ppl who want to use the other one so I didnt heat my food and i had subway instead and that was my breakfast!!! yummy =)

Went back home and listen to music, i had like 7++ songs in my player.
need to clear my player someday when i'm free.
The player shuffle to an old song named 'big girls dont cry'
and i kind of like the meaning of the lirycs.
"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay"

Boy Boy n Vivi ^o^

Cutie Boy boy n vivi!!!

Boy boy loves to take pictures!!!

This is when boy boy is a lil puppy!!!

Cute baaaaa!!! =)

But now he grew bigger...

On the other hand, Vivi doesnt like to take pictures.

See, she juz dun wan to look at the camera.

Yay, she finnaly look at the camera.

It's a bit of hard work.

But boy boy is juz fine.

He can pose well, haha.

Notes

A quote of words juz came by when i was trying to slp last night.
'There's no way for you to turn over and say I love you to the one you hurt badly.'
It's kind of meaningful for me.

My legs!!!!!!

Argh, today is so cold!!!
Me n my frens are arguing wether it's autumn or winter now.
That stupid heels are killing me!!!
My legs are full of plasters now. T.T
I'm not going to wear that stupid heels tmr! I dun care!!!
Maybe i'll wear my sport shoes,
they'll keep my feet warm.
Today we're all struggling with our homework on the microsoft exel on the VLOOKUP thingy.
Haiz, still need to finish that... >.<
Yay, I'm the chef de party for entree in our service point 2!!!
This means i can tell ppl to do things in my entree group. ;P

Cheer up Mei Mei!!!

Just wanna give this song named 'So What' by Pink for my mei mei to cheer her up!!!

And one part of the lyrics goes
'Guess what? I’m having more fun and now that we’re done, I’m gonna show u- tonight, I’m alright, I’m juz fine, and u’re a tool. So, so what! I'm am a rock star, I've got my rock moves and I don't want u tonight!'

Mei Mei jia you oo!!! You Rocks!!!
Jie Jie is here for u!!! ^.^

Tired and Sleepy!!!

I was suppose to wake up at ten to six this morning but I slept untill six pass coz its cold and i dun want to get out from my blanket!!!
OMG i'm late coz i have to arrive to sch at 7.15 and the damn bus dosent come on time!!!
I shouldnt slp till so late. Argh, rush rush rush...
It's raining and freeeeezing outside and i waited for the bus for half an hour @.@
and my hands are numb. =(
But i'm lucky coz the bus stand that i waited at has a roof on it.
Unfortunately, my fren waited the bus for half an hour without shades. +.+
My shoes are broken and i need to change another one with heels!!!
OMG the heels are killing me and i have to walk around with it for five hours during the service point... T.T
After the service point, i decided to change back to my flat shoes that are broken coz my legs are dying and i couldnt walk properly. >,<>
What!!! Still have class after service point!!!
everyone looked dead on that class, so Don is trying to get us out ASAP so that we can get home and rest. ^.^ Don's a good guy and a funny one!!!
I fell asleep on the way home, luckily my fren wake me up. haha
Sooooo tired, need more sleep!!!
But I'm glad that we did a good job for our first service point!!! ^o^ I think so.

Busy busy busy...

Wake up in the morning and followed sis to buy boy boy n vivi's dog food.
outside is so damn cold!!! O.o
i'm freezing even when i didnt go out. @.@
Still have my assignment to finish but i'm a little bit lazy to do!!!
haha ;P
Argh, i'm so nervour about the service point for tmr.

Cold night after the rain

It's cold after the rain had stoped. my feet are freezing >.<

Bibi keep telling me to drink water coz i'm coughing, now my stomach is full of water!!!

Later, bibi played guitar for me!!! ^^ but it sounded not so good through video call.

Bibi keep playing his guitar and he dosent listen to wat i said.

i'm angry coz he dosent want to talk to me n keep playing his guitar. hmp >o<

After he finished playing his guitar, he tries to make me happy again by making some ugly faces. @.@ haha i cant stop smiling when he does that. ^^

Argh, still struggling with my assignment!!!

Sad rainy days....

This morning i video called bibi but he didnt answered it and i was so mad with him coz he just ignored me for sooooo long. Hmp!!!
But he managed to make me smiled again. why is he always making me mad, angry, sad and he can make me laugh after that.
i'm not sure if it's a good thing or bad.
OMG!!! my assignments!!! havent started yet!!! i'm dead >.<

New Start!!! ^o^

i havent writen a blog for years edi!!!
coz today mei mei want me to visit her blog and i remembered i also have one...
Strggled for few hours to get into my blog and trying to write something in it.
What happened today?
Woke up, went to sch. i had my MHE then FBS. Oh i need to pass up my 1500 words assignment on Mon and i havent started yet!!!
i have my service point on Mon also!!! need to wake up at 5.30a.m. to catch the stupid bus who always doesnt come on time.
went back home and sleep coz the weather is so cold and i'm sick for ages and dosent recover...
Woke up, its 9 and i dunno wat to eat. ended up cooking poridge for me n sis coz both of us are sick (did she become sick coz of me???) nah it's coz of the weather, i'm thinking too much.