TIRED!!!

Morning went for housekeeping.
At first, I though I was late. (coz there were no one there when I arrived)
Then only my frens arrived!!!
T.T I wanted to go to Mc'd to buy an apple pie for breakfast one!!!
Hmp, today we made two complete rooms... @.@
The first room we were not so famoliar,
but the second one we are doing faster coz we knew what to do already.
When cleaning the second room,
My stomach was growling!!! >,<
Coz I didn't had my breakfast!!! +.+
After that, I went home.
Felt so tired...
Webcam with bibi!!! ^o^
Today is our First Anniversary!!! =)
But I really wanted a nap coz I'm really really tired... =.=zzz
But bibi kept asking me to wake up!!! T.T
(coz I haven't finish my assignment and I need to pass it up tmr!!!)
Argh, TIRED!!!!
But still need to do assignments... =[

Eewwww

Yesterdey bibi slp very early.
I have nothing to do...
So, I wanted to start on my food & beverage assignment so that I can "hopefully" finished it on thursday. (The DUE date)
But I feel asleep also!!!
And I haven't set the alarm!!! @.@
Luckly, boy boy dunno y keep crying early in the morning and it wakes me up.
And I looked at the watch, it's only 7.++ a.m. =.= zzz
so I decided to go back to slp.
Later my sis woke up at 9a.m. and she's using the toilet.
I said to myself 'ok, after sis usedthe toilet then I muz wake up edi!!!
Going to be late edi!!!'
But I still napped a little while before I wake up.
I tot I am going to be late but I saw some of my frens at the bus stop.
Haha, at least someone can accompany me. O.o
Today I tried blue cheese in our asthetic of food and wine class!!!
I tried two kinds of blue cheese, the Gippsland Blue and the Roquefort Blue.
The Gippsland Blue is okay coz it's a mild one.
But!!! The Roquefort Blue is soooo eeewwwww!!!
I can taste the mould in it!!! T.T
Coz it's stronger than the Gippsland Blue.
Argh, luckily I survived from it.
But nearly died, haha... +.+
We also had the strongest blue cheese in the world!!! >,<
It's called G somthing something (I forgot the name) =P
The cheese was added into the chocolate and it is only a small amount so it was ok too!!! but I liked the chocolate!!! ^o^

Stupid MAPLE

STUPID MAPLE!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
Coz of maple, bibi and i had i quarrel...
>.<
So sad, i didn't mean to be so controlling.
Coz he said that mommy want me to look after him.
(not to let him play too much game)
And,
STUPID GM!!!!!!
Y CREATE A 2ND PASSWORD FOR ME!!!!!!

Loneliness

You gave me love, you cared about me.
I’ve felt the warmness of being cared and loved.
You can’t just make me go back to that dark and lonely room…
I’m used to the warmness of being cared by you.
I’m used to the warmness of being loved by you.
Please don’t leave me alone…
I don’t want to go back to that room full of loneliness…
It felt so cold in there, it’s so dark in there.
Please let me stay beside you…
Now and forever…

Sad Sad days...

Ytd went grocery shopping with sis.
We went out in a hurry coz it's quite late edi.
After we get out of the lift in our apartment,
my sis called me and I said 'what?'
Then she pointed on my foot,
then only I realised I that i wore my Tofu slippers (house slipper) out.
Haha, I wanted to wear it out coz it's so warm n comfy but my sis says 'dun be silly, faster go up and change!!!'
After that, nothing much happen.
Later at night, when me n bibi video calling his bro called n they keep chatting about maple for half an hour.
Dunno y I felt so bad when he's talking with his bro.
Maybe is coz that I wanted him to focus only on me but not other ppl.
I'm so envy with him, he has so many friends and family surrounded him.
He will not fell lonely. Even without me...
That made me felt sad, really sad...
Is my jealousy making me so stubborn???
My parent did called me though, but they wanted to talk to sis.
Every time they called, they'll ask is sis there???
Maybe they're used to it that when they called to Australia is to call for sis.
Sis always stick with her bf in their room when they r both in house.
They didn't talk much with me when only one of them in house, they juz do their stuff.
Maybe I'm those kind of ppl that r more suitable to be alone, by myself...
Maybe I should give him more freedom to do whatever he wants to do.
I doesn't want him to be like me, lonely... sad...
It's good to be surrounded with friends n family...

Housekeeping!!

Today I did my housekeeping!!!

We're suppose to work in a pair but my parner had an interview this morning.

So, i did the first room myself!!!

So tired!!! >.<

Luckily he first room is only to make the bed.

After i reached my second room,

it was soooo dirty!!!

And my partner arrived.

After we finished the room,

The lecturer checked our room and said that we only left out some little parts of the room but overall it is good!!!

Yay, I'm so good at this. hahaha... ^.^

But after that I felt so tired.

I bought some choc for myself as a present!!!

CHOCOLATE!!!

Oooo, there is a little car inside.

I love chocolate!!!

Later still had Marketing at 3.

Need to go to sch!!! T.T

Argh, I juz go to sch for the 2 hours lecture!!!!

Waste my bus ticket!!!

Another Chance???

Today I had class at 1!!!
Yay, can slp till late late!!!
But still can't manage to get up...
Decided to go for the Voyages Hotel for placement!!!
I will be having another interview on the 1st of june.
Hopefully that i'll pass. ^.^
My fren already booked his ticket!!!
Haiz, still have to wait and see. >.<
I wan to go back!!!
I miss my bibi damn much. T.T
Today had some delicious dishes when having our aesthetics of food and wine!!!
Yummy~~~
After that, we had food and beverage management class.
Dunno y I can answer the questions that our lecturer asked.
It felt so amazing, the answers came out of my mind immediately!!!
Today- Still cold, And raining...

Late for class!!! >.<

Today I felt so tired to wake up for lecture.
Managed to wake up at ten to eight, but went back for a little nap after i woke up. =P
Didnt had breakfast coz dunno wat to eat.
Getting tired of having coffee and biscuit all day.
So, I juz had a cup of water in the morning.
Walking to the bus stop, it is as cold as before.
Maybe it's a little colder today in the early morning.
Reached bus stop and saw some of my classmate waiting for the bus too!!!
I will be in time if the bus comes in a while.
But i waited for the bus for about 40 munites!!!!
What!!! Is this suppose to be a 'Go Zone' where the bus came in every 15 munites!!!!!!
I know that here we had a damn suck bus system.
So does this mean that i had to reach the bus stop at 8 to get in time for class on 9???
I hate this damn bus system!!!!
And we only had the bus 230 and 232 from the city to sch!!! (and from sch to city)
And yet they come in for every 45 munites!!!
Last month, our educational manager had gave us-students a survay for the bus system.
I though that it will improve after we handed in our survay form.
But it's still the same!!!!!!
And we got scold by the lecturer for coming late!!! >.<
I hate you, bus driver!!! (those who came late)
Wow, I was shocked when i entered the lecturer theater.
It's like only one tenth of the student came for the session.
No wonder he scolded us.
Argh, I am not successful in my interview for Hamilton Island!!!
Only 6 out of 21 of us got into the first interview.
And those 6 will have another interview!!!
Scary... +_+
Nah, anyway I am going to try for the Voyages Hotel group.
They had 6 Island for me, and each island had so many hotels...
I will get into one of those, hopefully!!! @,@
Otherwise I dunno where to go edi lah!!!
Oh well, tired... -_- sleepy... =,=zzz...
Wan slp edi!!! O.o
Nite nite!!! ^.^

Yay!!!

Yay, it's weekend!!! rest rest!!!
I dun think i have time to rest... >.<
Piles of assignments and readings to do!!!
Argh, i hate studying.
Havent been eating a proper dinner for a week???
Coz sis is also busy in sch so we juz eat instant noodle or Mc'd for dinner.
Bad bad for ur body!!! haha...
No choice, this is what u eat for dinner when u dun have time to cook.
(Part of it is lazyness =P)
I manage to cook poridge for dinner yesterday though.
Yummy!!!
I love to eat poridge but many ppl thinks that it is for sick ppl to eat.
Today had chicken wrap for dinner coz i had my housekeeping at the holiday inn hotel and i was thinking wat to eat for dinner. The first thing i saw is the Mc'd so i juz bought a chicken wrap for dinner.
And also subway incase when i am still hungry later in the night!!! ^o^

Busy

Wahhh, going to be busy again!!!
Assignments are coming up soon.
Yay, I finally finished my excel thingy!!!
I'm now expert in exiles but i dun think I'll be using it.
So, what am i studying this for???
I have no idea @.@
Today sis didnt tell me that she'll be coming home late.
I had my dinner very late coz i though she wa cooking dinner but she wasn't.
Cant finish the noodle that I've cooked.
Haiz, y cant i finish my food!!! +.+

Burst out into tears...

This morning when I woke up, bibi still slping.
I tried to wake him up but it seems that it didnt work at all.
He wakes up when someone had called him.
And when I called him, he juz didnt reply me.
He keeps typing msg and i continued to call him... No replies, nothing at all.
Later on, he went out to brush teeth (I think).
When he comes back, he also didnt notice me at all.
He juz treat me as transparent.
He didnt See what I'm doing,
He didnt hear what i said.
I'm juz worse than a stranger, total stranger.
I cant control it and i cried out.
i try not to make a sound,
I dun want him to know that i'm crying.
But he juz continues his things that he's doing in front of the com.
I cant stop it,
I'm saying to myself "You stupid idiot! What r u crying for?"
I juz continued crying,
both my dogs cried with me.
They looked like they r trying to call me to stop crying.
This goes on a little while,
I'm pursuing myself to stop.
I think i had stoped it,
but boy boy n vivi dosent think so,
they continued crying,
they can feel my sadness.
When i pad them and they knew i'll be alright.
Not many things make me cry before...
I havent cried for a long long time.
But when i watch touching movies, I'll cry.
My bro is the first one who makes me cry once,
He's the second...
And he made me cry three times in less than 1 yr.

New Day!!!

Trying to write something before today ends and tmr starts.
Today is still cold. And rainy too!!!
I though it will not rain already because it has stoped raining for two days.
Today had our first house keeping tutorial and last one because after that we're going to have all practical classes.
Our lecturer told us that she actually forgotten that she had class with us until 20 minutes b4 class.
Wahhhh, I haven't pass up my TIS yet to Bob!!!
The stupid excel thingy only make me confuse.
And I still cant get it y we should learn this???