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Today is my worst day ever.
Period pain made me want to die!!! =[
Then I tell bibi that my stomach very pain coz period pain.
Then he call me to go toilet.. ><
Before this when I had my period pain,
He always care about me...
"Izit pain??"
"Drink some warm water."
"Sayang sayang~~"
But now, He totally changed...=(
Laughing at me,
I already felt so depressed coz of that stupid period pain!!
He still laugh at me!! ><
Then he said he's just too stressed
Making fun of ppl is juz to cheer ppl up when he's stressed.
But I really doesn't feel cheered up when called a nun
or wanting me to go toilet coz I had period pain...
I felt so scared...
I think a lot
Think that he doesn't feel that I'm pretty anymore when he called me a nun.
Think that maybe she found a prettier girl that he liked...
Maybe he cared about 'her'
Not me...
Maybe he thinks I'm a ridiculous person
and doesn't wan to be with me anymore.
It scares me,
He always will sweet talk to me when I had my period pain
Just to make me feel better.
It really hurts me a lot to see how he has changed.
I'm really scared... =(
My sister's ex boyfriend told me that any guy will find other girls when long distance relationship.
Coz they can's see their gf often.
Only on webcam,
they only meet their gf like once every half or a year.
They will definitely find other girl coz they're too lonely.
No matter how much they love their gf.
I kept thinking wad he has told me...
I am really scared... =(