Broken Heart

Made bi sad today.

He thinks that I wanted to play games and dun wan to play with him.

He said that the game is more important that him.

I realised that I also had said to him that the game meant more than me to him.

But,

He doesn't know that he is everything to me.

Without him, I'm lost...

I couldn't do anything...

He doesn't know that I missed him everyday....

That I cried in bed every night just because i missed him...

He knocked his head on the table.

My heart was broken into Pieces.

I wish that the one hurting was me.

I just doesn't want him to be pissed of when he is playing.

I dun mean to say that 'I want to play myself'

Without him playing with me, it's no fun...

I AFKed for the whole day just waiting for him to come back...

And play with me.

I felt like hurting myself for saying those stupid words to him.

But, I know that his heart will be broken when I do so.

I missed him...

I really hope that it is just a night mare and I am waking up.

I really hope that tmr, everything will be back to normal.

It's hotter today, but I felt that it's colder than ever have...