Burst out into tears...

This morning when I woke up, bibi still slping.
I tried to wake him up but it seems that it didnt work at all.
He wakes up when someone had called him.
And when I called him, he juz didnt reply me.
He keeps typing msg and i continued to call him... No replies, nothing at all.
Later on, he went out to brush teeth (I think).
When he comes back, he also didnt notice me at all.
He juz treat me as transparent.
He didnt See what I'm doing,
He didnt hear what i said.
I'm juz worse than a stranger, total stranger.
I cant control it and i cried out.
i try not to make a sound,
I dun want him to know that i'm crying.
But he juz continues his things that he's doing in front of the com.
I cant stop it,
I'm saying to myself "You stupid idiot! What r u crying for?"
I juz continued crying,
both my dogs cried with me.
They looked like they r trying to call me to stop crying.
This goes on a little while,
I'm pursuing myself to stop.
I think i had stoped it,
but boy boy n vivi dosent think so,
they continued crying,
they can feel my sadness.
When i pad them and they knew i'll be alright.
Not many things make me cry before...
I havent cried for a long long time.
But when i watch touching movies, I'll cry.
My bro is the first one who makes me cry once,
He's the second...
And he made me cry three times in less than 1 yr.