Sad Sad days...

Ytd went grocery shopping with sis.
We went out in a hurry coz it's quite late edi.
After we get out of the lift in our apartment,
my sis called me and I said 'what?'
Then she pointed on my foot,
then only I realised I that i wore my Tofu slippers (house slipper) out.
Haha, I wanted to wear it out coz it's so warm n comfy but my sis says 'dun be silly, faster go up and change!!!'
After that, nothing much happen.
Later at night, when me n bibi video calling his bro called n they keep chatting about maple for half an hour.
Dunno y I felt so bad when he's talking with his bro.
Maybe is coz that I wanted him to focus only on me but not other ppl.
I'm so envy with him, he has so many friends and family surrounded him.
He will not fell lonely. Even without me...
That made me felt sad, really sad...
Is my jealousy making me so stubborn???
My parent did called me though, but they wanted to talk to sis.
Every time they called, they'll ask is sis there???
Maybe they're used to it that when they called to Australia is to call for sis.
Sis always stick with her bf in their room when they r both in house.
They didn't talk much with me when only one of them in house, they juz do their stuff.
Maybe I'm those kind of ppl that r more suitable to be alone, by myself...
Maybe I should give him more freedom to do whatever he wants to do.
I doesn't want him to be like me, lonely... sad...
It's good to be surrounded with friends n family...