I HATE!!

I really HATE those people who just sweet talk,
But in real life, they treat you like a piece of shit!!!
So UNRELIABLE!!!
What for if you say sorry and you're gonna do it again and hurt me
AND THEN say sorry AGAIN!!!
This does not make any sense AT ALL!!!
Hey, and tell you what.
I always worried abt u having another girl
It's not that I don't trust you or
I need to grab your attention.
You made it seems so possible...
Is there anyone going out for a lunch for 5 freaking HOURS!!!
And then
After just 2 hours then went out for DINNER AGAIN!!
And will not be coming back after I fell asleep..
What are you eating??
A giant ginger bread house??
You are always not online,
What??
Is it that hard for you to online???
Are you so fucking busy until you din't have time to online
But have time for a 5 hours Lunch!! 
Hey, if you really seeing other girls,
Tell me, don't just make me living in this uncertainty!!
Obviously,
I will hear a "Don't be silly, I wouldn't!!! trust me!! Don't think to much.... bla bla bla..."
Yeah right "Don't think to much"
Hahaha
What you think I will not think if you told me to??
I wish I could do that...
You just kept giving me opportunities to think abt it over and over again!!
Do you think I like to think abt those??
I spend like 15 minutes sitting on my bed
Looking if there is any message from you!!!
Sad to say, nothing...
Not even a missed call, a message..
Wow, it's nice isn't it??
You always says
"Sorry I neglected you bla bla bla...
Noted that blaa bla bla..."
BUT
Did you really take the initiative to make the CHANGE???
Hey your "SORRY" it does not work as you said that!!!
Stop saying sorry when you're going to do that again!!
For Christ sake!!
Ask yourself...
Every time we webcamed,
I am always the one who started a topic,
Wanted to talk to you...
But you always trying to shorten it,
Doesn't really wanna talk to me...
Ask yourself,
How many times have you really wanted to talk to me??
Except that you tell me
"Babe, I'm going for lunch"
"Babe, I'm going for dinner"
OR
"Babe, I'm going out"
WTF!!!
Is that so hard to tell me something ELSE!!!
What??
So you think that a relationship with only one party giving out will work out fine like other couples??
IT WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!
Tell me if you really do not give a damn anymore!!!
I will leave!!!