You've broke my heart into pieces again...

I am really sorry that I did not know that you're a busy person.
Busy cutting onions until don't have the time to webcam me...
Am I really not that important to you,
Until you can go cut onions and not webcam with me???
I am really confused...
Are we even a couple??
He purposely said out loud :
"I want to accompany my gf, my cute lil gf"
I was so happy,
Finally we had time to talk...
Then he just walk away saying that he wanted to cut onions..
Oooo, now I understand.
That gf that he said was not me.
I even waited in front of the computer hoping that he will be back really soon.
I even saw Yi Jie coming in,
I thought it was you...
But it's not...
I'm such a fool, right?
Before that, we webcam-ed.
I saw him smiling...
I thought that he was smiling at me..
I smiled back...
Asked him y is he so happy?
I thought that he will say :
"because I miss you and now I am able to look at you"
Or something that is even close to that...
But, he said :
"Owh, I'm watching video. very funny!"
My heart felt chilled for a moment...
You,
made me feel that I'm not important anymore...