He thinks that I wanted to play games and dun wan to play with him.
He said that the game is more important that him.
I realised that I also had said to him that the game meant more than me to him.
But,
He doesn't know that he is everything to me.
Without him, I'm lost...
I couldn't do anything...
He doesn't know that I missed him everyday....
That I cried in bed every night just because i missed him...
He knocked his head on the table.
My heart was broken into Pieces.
I wish that the one hurting was me.
I just doesn't want him to be pissed of when he is playing.
I dun mean to say that 'I want to play myself'
Without him playing with me, it's no fun...
I AFKed for the whole day just waiting for him to come back...
And play with me.
I felt like hurting myself for saying those stupid words to him.
But, I know that his heart will be broken when I do so.
I missed him...
I really hope that it is just a night mare and I am waking up.
I really hope that tmr, everything will be back to normal.
It's hotter today, but I felt that it's colder than ever have...