Insomnia...
I feel that I am not special to you anymore.
I am scared that someday, you will let go of your hands.
I keep on thinking 'are you the one for me? Will you love me for the rest of your life? Can I depend my life and happiness on you?'
These thing kept on repeating in my head on the ferry back to the other end.
You are still sleeping in the car,
I love the feeling of the sea breeze blowing thru my face, my hair.
But you are not there to share it with,
The beautiful scenery, blue skies, white fluffy clouds, deep blue sea, the bridge looked so tiny from far away, there's another ferry returning to the island.
I love watching sunrise and sunset, and I would love to share it with you.
Walking down along the beach, running into the water and back.
Pictures keep coming up in my head as I imagined, it would be lovely if we had the chance to do it together.
But I feel like out distance grew more and more each day.
I am afraid that we are like strangers to each other someday.
Don't know what are there in us that we can relate with, what are the reason to love.

Please hold on to me..