Insomnia...
I feel that I am not special to you anymore.
I am scared that someday, you will let go of your hands.
I keep on thinking 'are you the one for me? Will you love me for the rest of your life? Can I depend my life and happiness on you?'
These thing kept on repeating in my head on the ferry back to the other end.
You are still sleeping in the car,
I love the feeling of the sea breeze blowing thru my face, my hair.
But you are not there to share it with,
The beautiful scenery, blue skies, white fluffy clouds, deep blue sea, the bridge looked so tiny from far away, there's another ferry returning to the island.
I love watching sunrise and sunset, and I would love to share it with you.
Walking down along the beach, running into the water and back.
Pictures keep coming up in my head as I imagined, it would be lovely if we had the chance to do it together.
But I feel like out distance grew more and more each day.
I am afraid that we are like strangers to each other someday.
Don't know what are there in us that we can relate with, what are the reason to love.

Please hold on to me..

【爱情最专一的五星座】

第1名-天蝎座
对於爱情，最令人无法想像的是其直接又热烈的专一感情，堪称12星座之最！如果可能的话，相信蝎子们会不惜掏出自己的心肺，只为了搏君一笑，所以啦！第一名非君莫属罗。



第2名-巨蟹座
敏感又谨慎的螃蟹啊！虽然可能会谈过不少恋爱，但在其内心深处，永远只会有一位最初也是最终的恋人，只要爱上了，就会全心全意的尊重与服从，并献上所有的赤诚，故荣登第二名宝座。


第3名-双鱼座
双鱼的浪漫与善解人意是有口皆碑的，而且非常在意恋人所有大大小小的事情，即使恋人做了或说了她不喜欢的事，也不会加以反搏或恶言相向；乖乖地当条鱼，随著恋人这条河到天涯海角，才是她心中的梦想喔。


第4名-金牛座
虽然有一副牛脾气，但却是一个超级恋家狂，母性本能更是强烈，基本上，只要不惹火金牛，平时可是相当顺从的喔！为了爱情，专情的金牛可以放弃一切所有，只为了与心爱的人共组一个充满温情的家。


第5名-魔羯座
有原则但心肠太软，一但谈起恋爱更是热情如火，魔羯看上的人实在很幸运，凡事以恋人为中心，无怨无悔的服伺著对方，让恋人无後顾之忧，这种把情人的事当做自己事的精神，真是无人可及喔。

原來浪漫是如此安靜無聲

前些天，忍不住跟外子討浪漫，外子一臉豬頭樣：「浪漫是啥？能吃嗎？」「不能。」

「既然不能吃，那還有什麼好提的？」被我吵煩了，外子只好說：「我有浪漫啊！」

我嘖嘖稱奇：「你浪漫在那裡？」

外子哈哈一笑：「妳自己慧根不夠，看不到我的浪漫，還敢說我不浪漫？」聽起來好像是我該反省檢討。

從那刻起，我不服氣地開始尋找老公的浪漫。

某日清晨，我終於聽到浪漫的腳步聲，那是外子洗碗的聲音，我依稀記得水槽裡留的是我昨晚浸泡的髒碗，屋裡依然漆黑一片。



我半夢半醒地問外子：「怎麼不開燈？」

外子小聲地道：「我怕吵到妳。」迷迷糊糊間，我又睡去。

中午時刻外子一邊看新聞，一邊把電視關到最小聲，我揉揉睡眼惺忪的眼睛問：「老公，你在看電視嗎？為什麼電視開那麼小聲？」

外子依舊一派溫柔地道：「我怕吵到妳。」

躺在床上，我終於徹底清醒了，睜大黑瞳，問道：「有個假日睡到中午才起床的老婆，你會不會覺得很命苦？」

外子笑了笑：「不會啊！妳睡覺的樣子好可愛！我剛剛偷看妳好幾次！妳都不知道！」

裹在棉被裡的我，看著老公的陽光笑臉，恍然明白有一種浪漫叫做體貼，它總是靜悄悄地為我服務，它比一百朵玫瑰更叫人迷醉，它比香檳美酒更香甜，我卻一直捨本逐末，忽略了它的存在。

原來老公的浪漫是如此安靜無聲，難怪他要我用心去感受。

以後如果我身邊的女性友人，又開始抱怨另一半不浪漫的時候，我就要對她們說：「不是妳的男人不浪漫，是妳慧根不夠，仔細找一找，用心觀察，也許妳很快就會發現妳家豬頭其實也有浪漫之處。」

Baby don't hug me to sleep anymore...

So sad, I am no longer huggable.. 😭

Good night! 😴

怎麼幫12星座「滅火」

★白羊座
白羊的火氣來得快、去得快，只要不斷讚美他的優點，他的心情就會立刻轉晴天。

★金牛座

常說「對不起」、「麻煩你了」、「非常感謝你」等等禮貌性的話，不管是什麼樣的狂牛，都不會跟你翻臉的。

★雙子座
雙子不太容易生氣的，你反而要擔心，自己被他輕浮、無所謂的態度惹毛了…

★巨蟹座
讓他知道，你是多麼需要他的照顧，你不能沒有他，巨蟹的火氣就會降下來。

★獅子座
就算不想採納他的意見，也不要在眾人面前否定獅子座，只要想個漂亮的藉口，讓他有台階下就好了。

★處女座
不要反駁他。面對處女座的火氣，建議你保持沉默就好。

★天秤座
沒什麼火好滅的，小心自己被他氣到發瘋，才是真的。

★天蠍座
天蠍喜歡聰明的人，最好運用機智、跟他過幾招。

★射手座
射手生氣時很嚴肅的，聽他的就對了，千萬不要以為他在開玩笑。

★摩羯座
面對摩羯座火氣爆發，如果你想全身而退，就多做少說。

★水瓶座
水瓶座發火時，順著他就對了，千萬別命令他。

★雙魚座
不要交給他太困難的工作，他就不會發火了。

21/10/2012 - Eventful + Happy day!! Family gathering, Movie date & Supper date.

Woke up really early to have breakfast for baby's relative gathering!!

From baby's father side relative~

We had breakfast at Pappa Rich Mount Austin.

Had a really good time chit chatting and laughing tgt!! :D

On the car~

(0.0)

Hehe~ ^.^

Happy~

Le menu~

Love the ambiance, feel and all the decorations~

My white coffee!

Peanut butter toast

Half boiled egg was so yummy!! 

Hehe, their kopi so special~

Toast with butter n sugar!! 

Kaya butter toast~

Steamed wholemeal bread~

Baby's fav nasi lemak!! Uncle having Asam Laksa~

Love the sambal!!

Uncle said the asam laksa was good!!

Steamed bread with kaya butter~

After Breakfast, we went to Babe's aunt house for her home made tapir~ 

After that, we went to Jusco Tebrau for movie date~ 

^__^

Long time didn't catch a movie already!!

Outfit of the day~

Polkadots over polkadots!!

Camho on le car!! :P

Moo moo cow crossing the road while we're on our way to Jusco!!

Cont. camho!!

XD

Super happy!! Long time didn't camho with him dy~

We watched Hotel Transylvania!! :)

Worth the money~

Wanted to watch Ted after that but baby say next week only we go to watch! :)

Really Cute and happy movie!! I like~

Hehe, today we had teh tarik date~

The Usual!! 

Mine was teh tarik and he had teh o panas kurang manis~

We are just on time to watch Denmark open men single - Lee Chong Wei vs Du Peng Yu!!

First round was disappointing!! All mistake. 

Last set very nervous coz DPY chase until very close!!

Last set 19-21 Lee Chong Wei wins!! 

Yay, congrats!!!

Till then~ 
Tata!!

20/10/2012 - Supper Date Bo Eight Tea!

Woooohoooo!!

Supposed to be having teh tarik at Hamid Corner but We went to Bo Eight Tea instead coz mum bought groupon voucher for buy one free one!! :)

Nice ambiance~

While waiting for our drink!

Sad guy.. XD

  

They served the drinks to us!! :) 

Never aspect these kind of shop to have service!  

Baby's Bo Eight Signature Milk Tea with coffee jelly!

Mine was coco milk tea with grass jelly~

Drinks were good, service was good too~ :)

十二星座 好色男女 前五強 排行榜

女版




第一名：金牛座

金牛座女生的好色是隱性的 只有跟她交過手的男人 才知道她是怎麼的好色 她會把色和性
變的很有趣 讓男人欲罷不能 即使外表像仙女 但是關起門來 絕對是個蕩婦 是個頂級炒飯高手

第二名：處女座

處女座女生認為愛在當下 要珍惜此時此刻 處女座給人感覺很含蓄 可是她會用肢體語言
表達她的感受 因此她在異性面前會特別的嫵媚有味道 全身上下都在放電 而且永不放棄

第三名：雙魚座

雙魚座女生的好色在於 她可以清純也可以放蕩 雙魚充份的利用她的兩種特性
讓男人每個部分都能夠得到滿足 這是雙魚女完全可以抓住男人的心 重要之原因

第四名：天蠍座

天蠍座女生走假正經路線 其實當她看到帥哥時 心理會小鹿亂撞 心中會有很多幻想
可是她表面上 一定會故做鎮定狀 但是私底下絕對會拉著姊妹淘 興致高昂的評論

第五名：雙子座

雙子座女生在一生當中都在學習怎樣讓自己成為有魅力的女人 好色也是重點之一 因此她會壓抑自己
先天的某種性冷感 她盡量把性想成是有趣的事情 因此她會在言語上發覺樂趣 也就是講講黃色笑話之類





男版


第一名：金牛座

金牛座男生只要看到火辣美女時 雖然臉上表情不動聲色 但是他眼中熱切光芒 可是活生生的把對方
從頭到腳剝開來 而且只要聽到什麼事情 他幾乎都能往色情方面去想 就看金牛男要不要把自己的
想法說出來 否則身邊的人 根本不知道他心裡的想法

第二名：水瓶座

水瓶座男生平常很ㄍ一ㄣ的在維持形象時，絕對是一本正經的紳士模樣，但是當他玩開了
可是比誰都還要瘋還要放 腦中奇怪的思想都一一出籠 對於任何奇怪招數和趣聞 都來者不拒

第三名：天蠍座

天蠍座男生認為愛跟性是一體 當他喜歡一個人時 也同時代表他對對方 性趣盎然 對他而言這是一個
很重要的環節 不過平常天蠍都是裝的一本正經的模樣 只有他自己心理清楚 只要一空下來他的思想
就往性那方面打轉

第四名：獅子座

獅子座男生行情好時會理所當然的週旋在花叢之間 但是年紀大了力不從心時 用幻想的方式
他也能自得其樂 而且獅子男有大男人思想 他認為男人不色還叫做男人嗎 隨時不忘把這種思想
散播給大家聽的 他常常會讓人感覺獅子男是好色一代男

第五名：雙子座

雙子座男生有色無膽 他只出一張嘴 喜歡把自己看到的事情 轉成黃色笑話博君一笑 他的色是
色在腦子裡絕對不會行動 只會利用講黃色笑話逗逗別人 因為他真的要行動的話絕對不會說出來



Wakakaka, me n my baby both No. 3!! >___<

12星座哪些星座女是最佳老婆

冠軍：巨蟹
（對情人細心體貼，無微不至的照顧對方，對方話點就點）；


亞軍：雙魚


（會為對方無條件的付出，千依百順，絕對能滿足所有大男人心態）；


季軍：獅子
（雖然她有點霸道，但她為你安排的一切，一定是最好的）；


第四名：天蠍
（一旦愛上你就堅貞不移，為你作什麼犧牲也可以）


Woohoo!! I'm Number 2 and my sister is number three!! we will be best wives in the whole world!! XD

12星座童年最常有的夢想

白羊（當土匪）、

金牛（買大房子）、

雙子（主持人）、

巨蟹（醫生或護士）、

獅子（山大王）、

處女（律師）、

天秤（賺錢）、

天蠍（偵探）、

射手（流浪）、

魔羯（生個孩子）、

水瓶（被外星人抓走）、

雙魚（嫁給鄰家哥哥）

LMAO really have this kind of dream at one time.. =.=

12星座吃醋情況

白羊座：天生霸道愛征服人。

金牛座：無法忍受情人背叛。

雙子座：甚少吃醋。

巨蟹座：超級醋壇死纏難打。

獅子座：愛面子並且倔強。

處女座：忌妒心重醋味驚人。

天秤座：粉飾太平免生爭拗。

天蠍座：愛得越深吃得越深。

射手座：醋吃得快時去得快。

摩羯座：性格悲觀極度無奈。

水瓶座：尖酸刻薄含沙射影。

雙魚座：稍有越軌勢不饒人。

LOL don't mess with me!! XD

12星座的各項第一名

牡羊座：
衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名

金牛座：

穩重第一名，節檢第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名

雙子座：
八卦第一名，聰慧第一名，瘋狂第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名

巨蟹座：
體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名

獅子座：
自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名

處女座：
細心第一名，挑剔第一名，愛干淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名

天秤座：
愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名

天蠍座：
癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名

射手座：
貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名

摩羯座：
嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名

水瓶座：
好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造奇跡第一名

雙魚座：
心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名

OMG so damn accurate!!! >___<

Super messy hair + Awkward fringe length.. =.=

Argh!! Insomnia I hate you!!!

>___<

I am the kind of person who don't give my all to someone I don't trust.
I don't know if he/she is treating me with his/her all.
I would rather say, I will treat you the way you treated me.
I can't bear with the pain of backstabbing, betrayal, etc.
So I would rather built myself a wall to protect myself.
But I think I am quite good to satisfy,
Just one bar of chocolate for my period will do??
IDK, Maybe you just don't care anymore.
Or you just don't at all from the first time..
All these thinkings make me wanna breakdown!! 
Argh!!

Haven't been getting a decent sleep lately because of this damn period pain!!
Damn you!!
Some more my headache come and add on the pain and made me so grumpy now!!
Grrr...
Screw you period pain!!
Screw you headache!!
Screw everything!! 
Raaawr...

Have so many thoughts in my mind lately but I don't have someone close to spit them out to..
Really miss my bff when I was studying in Adl,
Gracelia really made my days whenever I am feeling hopeless, lonely and sad..
>.<
Suddenly I realised I don't have many close friends that I can talk to..
:(

I missed him too,

I don't say it doesn't mean I don't miss him.

:(

Gosh, it's been ages since I updated last time.. T.T
Many things happened~
I graduated, my bf and his family and relatives visited Adelaide and I showed them around~
They enjoyed it and I'm pleased to know that!! :)
Grr, now I have more posts to blog about!! 
JIA YOU!!!! 
Now I have to prepare for my job searching etc etc... 
Haven't frame up all my grad pics and the cert..
>.<
Have to meet up with my friends and visit my one intern hotel to give my souvenirs too!!
Rawr!! So many things to doooo...
I'm so damn lazy~~ Imma lazy bum!! XD
Kay, azza azza tomorrow fighting!! :P

Lovely Night.

It is so lovely,
after working,
window shopping,

with you.
So lovely.

Thank you.

Love.

Is Your Relationship Ready For Marriage?

Marriage is a huge step, and it’s definitely not something to rush into. How can you tell if the relationship you are in is marriage material?

Do You Like Them With Their Clothes On?

Sure, everyone’s tons of fun when they’re naked and doing naughty things you. And lots of sex happens when you are dating, often because you two have different homes and can get the hell away from the other. A relationship is one thing, marriage is different, because you’re always there with each other. Generally speaking, your spouse should be as much fun with their clothes on as they are with them off.

How Lucky Do You Feel?

When you’re around this person do you feel like you hit the lottery? Do they make you giddy like a school girl? Get lots of goosebumps? Then marriage is definitely in order. If you don’t, you may not want to walk down the aisle. Romance ebbs and flows but if you’re not feeling super lucky to be with them, then it’s a red flag.

How Easy Is It?

They say relationships are hard work. That’s not true. BAD relationships are work. Good relationships aren’t. If your relationship is easy like Sunday morning, then it’s time to start thinking about walking down the aisle. People love to say relationships take work. They don’t. Relationships are like a car. The vast majority of people reading this don’t know anything about brakes, shocks, struts and all the other car parts you can’t pronounce. Does that stop you from owning and operating a car? No. You don’t need to do work on your car. You just need to do maintenance.

All you really need to do is get it washed regularly, get the oil changed, and get tires every so often. That’s not doing work on your car. You put gas in the tank and turn the key. It goes or it doesn’t. If you don’t do maintenance, you’re an idiot, but you’re going under the hood either. The best marriages in my estimation are the easiest. The more work you’re doing the more problems you have by default. Sure there will be ups and downs, but too much time under the hood usually means it’s time to trade in for a different make and model.

Are You On The Same Page?

Opposites attract, but they don’t marry. If you are super frugal and your partner spends like a drunken sailor, do you really expect it to work long term? Movies always love to talk about the uptight, type A girl and the slacker/hippie type who steals her heart. That works in movies, but in real live they hook up or date but they don’t marry. Or if they do, they’re miserable. Why? Because she is who she is and he is who he is.

The more alike you are, the more you’re going to stay together, because common ground is required to build the foundation upon which the house that is your marriage is built on. The house is built on the foundation and the foundation is designed to fit the house exactly. They don’t say “well, it kind of fits, but we’ll work around it.” No construction foreman has ever looked at a foundation and said “well, I know that’s how it is now, but I’m sure it’ll change down the road.”

You’re two different people with different experiences and view points, so disagreements are inevitable, but you should be arguing because you both want to do the same thing, you just differ on how to do it. If you have the opposite problem, maybe you should just keep dating.

I'm sorry.

I doesn't mean it, but I'm just too tired.

I'm sorry.

Mum's LiL Secret!

Decided that I'm gonna post this!!
Earlier this evening me and mum was giving Ronnie a bath,
And mum suddenly told us this little secret of hers when she was young!!
She said that she doesn't like to bath as in the older days there were no water heater and the water was so icey cold!!
She used to go into the bathroom, take some water with her palm and just pat them on her chest a few times and came out of the bathroom.
But grandma will say 'why did you bath so quickly?' and touch her body and it's warm!
Grandma will know that mum haven't bath yet and call her to go back to the bathroom and bath properly this time!! 
OMG, my mum is sooo cute!!
Now she is as the same, although she bath everyday but her bathing session is like less than two minutes!! 
Hahahahaha!!!
Aww, my mum is so cute!!

27th July 2012 pre-celebration of our 4 years and 2 month anniversary

Argh, haven't been posting for ages!!

Promise will blog more often!!
Nowadays I've been saving my thoughts in my Ipad's canimals calender~
Will post them all in blog one by one~ :D

I know this is a super outdated one but it's better late than never~ :P
Went Monsta Cafe with baby for celebration!!
I love Monsta coz their food is good and the price is reasonably cheap!!
I like the environment too!!
Nowadays people also look more into special decorations and ambience.

^_^ While waiting for our food~

♥♥♥

Camwhore!! XD

IDK why but I love to take pic when we have time together~ 

But sometimes he'll do it with me and sometimes he doesn't feel like doing it and put emo face!! hahaha

Baby's pineapple fried rice!! He's coughing already still wanna eat fried rice!!

He said it's the best fried rice he ever had but I think it's too spicy for me..

My Dark hot Chocolate~ Very rich, me likey!!

My cheesy fish spaghetti!! Servings are too big for me!! >.< 

Lucky baby piggy will help me finish them all!! XD

Baby can't wait to dig in already!!

Love the ambience, love the wallpaper~

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Collage I made, nice right!! ;)

Want baby to take this one coz of the cute pattern on the cup!

After dinner, we went to buy Ipad casing but all the shops were closing already so baby bought me to Danga Bay instead~

Le swan train, no ppl one...

Le lonely 'uncle' XD

Cruise!! Ferry!! ♥o♥

Took one pic only coz too dark!!

Baby bought me this balloon!! RM5 okay!! very ex lei~ He said.. ;P

Me n my lovely balloon before going to bath~

OOTD~ Simple and loving it!! 

That's all for this one!! Hope that I am not that lazy to finish posting all the blog that I wanted to post.. XD

Tata~ ♥♥♥