Sad case

This is so sad,
I fell like he is just entertaining me...
He doesn't feel like talking to me...
He said "I need to study"
But he's just watching Youtube!!
WTF!!!
I was so angry,
He said that coz he doesn't want me to disturb him 
and he just went and watch some Youtube video!!
He told me "I'll prove to you that I love you"
BULLSHIT!!!
Is this how u prove it to me??
Making me feel stupid!!
Purposely make me feel that I am annoying??
He was like (I need to study, don't disturb)
*Next second*
(He's watching Youtube)
Heellloooo,
Even stupid know what he's going to say..
(Pls go away, you're annoying!!)
='(
I really doesn't know what else to say...
Does he love me??
I am really tired of this!!!
Him "I love you"
Me "Really??"
Everyday no msg/call from him...
Only if I send him a msg 1st...
Or else, nothing..
At least, before sleep..
"Babe, I'm going to bed. Good night, I love you... Sweet dreams."
Is that so hard at all..
He seems like he's enjoying his life without me bothering him
Maybe in his heart,
I don't exist anymore...
Maybe,
Other people is there for him...
I'm tired...
Does he really care??
He has changed into a person that I don't know anymore...
A total stranger to me...
Maybe this is what he wants..